44 (1976)Years Ago Awake

It might be worth you time to read this….don’t blink. You might miss the secret to death….

Psalm 144:1 “Blessed [be] the LORD my strength, which teacheth my hands to war, [and] my fingers to fight:”

Wake up bi-centennial Urban Cowboys Saturday Night Fever drop outs.  The time has come.   We have been waiting for this all our lives.  After all, we not only chose it.  We laid out the plan.  We were always ahead of the curve.   Decoded it.  We had the ring after all.

The Underdog ring.

The pill.  

On a few occasions, Underdog is shown to take ‘Super Energy Pills’ to regain back his powers. Episode 9 had the first instance where this Energy Pill was introduced.

Underdog would keep the pill in a special ring that he always wore. Before swallowing the pill, Underdog would often chant, ‘The secret compartment of my ring I fill—With an Underdog Super Energy Pill!

And we have all waited patiently. Don’t make me laugh.  You wild and crazy guy.  Strived when we should have died.  Died but not for the Grace.

Saw all this manifesting through our secret window.  Because we pay attention.

 Always seeking,  always tweaking.  Looking for Heaven, sevens, and elevens.

Have no fucking shame.  Now that we’re fully insane.  Missed most the wars.

Listened to Skynyrd, CDB, the Doors, and Dream On.  Drank all the Kool-Aid and made more.

Never stop dreaming, see victory in a land called fantasy.  Knew it was “more than a feeling”.

You hear the song right now, don’t you! 

Reinforce that Thought More than a Feeling

Close your eyes slip away.  The time has come.

It was MORE than the feeling.  It that hope feeling.  The feeling that you’d be famous one day. And rich too. And of course, you are always right.  ALWAYS!  You even misused abstract thinking, found all the loop holes. Just win baby. You do me and I’ll owe you one. You fucked up you trusted me.  OMG!

So, as we rock and rolled all night the Wolf of Wet Wall Street has been our life. Lemon 714. Found the seven plus 4 equals eleven plus one equals a four bullets.

Always in front of the acid curve.  Most thinking we’re dazed and confused. We made a pact 44 years ago.  So, come with the Master of Sparks and I’ll remind you what it’s about.

Bring your music, all your cash, bitcoins,  dough, some old crow, maybe a little blow. The D.O.C.

Whatever it takes.  Cause you’re the man. I’m the man.  And our biggest fan.  Get on with it Homer.

Yep 76 was the  Bi “2” centennial.  And let me repeat “WAKE UP”.  It is  the year of our Lord 2-2-.

Today being 12-2-2-2-.

Revelation 22:12 ESV

“Behold, I am coming soon, bringing my recompense with me, to repay everyone for what he has done.

Revelation 12 1-2 in 3 Minutes

Are you worried?  I knew you wouldn’t be.  It’s nothing new for us. 

“Do you, do you feel like we do”?  And now we know the truth.  No, they don’t and never will or never knew.  We were right all along.  They lied to us.  Playing those “mind games”.  My God they didn’t feel like I did.  Our parents, family, most friends and hell most everyone.   They wanted us to be unhappy and old just like them.  So we were. For a time.  Some longer than others. Some still are. But most are cool.  The ones who inhaled.  Hear. This is loud.  And guitars do talk. At least Frampton’s did.  How do you feel?  Do  you feel 25 most days like me?  How about your soul?  25 or 6 to four….

Revelation 14:1

English Standard Version

The Lamb and the 144,000

14 Then I looked, and behold, on Mount Zion stood the Lamb, and with him 144,000 who had his name and his Father’s name written on their foreheads.

In a place you only dream of
Where your soul is always free
Silver stages, golden curtains
Filled my head, plain as can be
As a rainbow grew around the sun
All my stars of love who died
Came from somewhere beyond the scene you see
These lovely people played just for me

Those who don’t believe me
Find your souls and set them free
Those who do, believe and love
This time will be your key
Time and time again I’ve thanked them
For a piece of mind
They helped me find myself
Amongst the music and the rhyme
That enchants you there

The Outlaws.

No, you’re not crazy.  You and outlaw or a pirate.  My friends are all pirates. 

And those thoughts are guided you here to read this and enjoy and learn.  So, go with the flow. And enjoy the show.  You don’t quit ever.  It’s not with-in you.  It’s a spirit thing. Right Casper?

Underdog took pills and saved the world.  

Ditto.  Right Dog!

It’s your turn to shine you crazy diamond in this cosmic movie.  Forever.

Is everyone all in?  It’s time to change the world.

And this time we’ll get it right. And who else wants to join us?

 Gonna need a bigger blue bus Gus.

Man in the Mirror




What is True of Fate

The Inspiration.

Oh, what if it’s true?

Better ask the man inside…
Oh, oh, there seem to be two…

One steals the love, and the other one hides!!!!

Be true too EACH OTHER!

Two spirits. Two souls.

That become one Heart and one Soul.

And they become One.

Be true too EACH OTHER!

The two of us.

And it will be true.

And the thief is revealed.

And the other accepts.

Souls on loan from dead spirits.

Wait at their pearly gates.

For their fate.




The Distance Between Us

The distance between us.

We never did discuss.

You were only in it for you.

So, I was easy to screw.

I know you will pretend.

I was the reason we had to end.

Fools like you taunt.

But one day that will haunt.

It will even haunt your dream.

And you’ll wish for some Jim Beam.



Hurry Up

Magic is as logic does.

Logic or magic.

Creatures in their natural habitat.

Searching for a feeling.

Always searching for that feeling.

That perfect high feeling.

Magic high feeling.

Searching for a feeling.

Logic or magic.

Magic is as logic does.

What did you say?


Hello Satan.

Logic or magic.

Searching for a feeling?

Creatures in their natural habitat.

Hurry keep searching fool.

That perfect high.

It’s there says Satan

Magic high it’s there.


Told you.




Hurry up.

The waiting is the hardest.

Logic or magic.

Logic is a magic does.



Destination Death

Cure Insomnia Now

Vehicles rolling down the interstate.
Destination death.
Give us grace.
Have mercy.
Rolling to safety rolling away from fear.
People full of hate. Full of regrets.
Give us grace.
Have mercy.
No time for planning.
No time to run.
Down to nothing. Nothing to lose.
Rock bottom. Come together.
One more time.
Give us grace.
Have mercy.
Vehicles rolling into town.
Full of thieves.
Fight or flight, it’s tonight.
Give us grace.
Have mercy.
Only two kinds left.
Bad or worse.
I’ll let you decide which we are.
Survival the only thought.
No in between. Survive or die.
The thieves or the rebels.
Atomic rebels.
Radioactive from the bombs.
Fight or flight.
Give us grace.
Have mercy.
Vehicles rolling down the interstate.
Destination Death.


Make the Two One

The Gospel of Thomas


(1) Jesus saw infants being suckled.
(2) He said to his disciples: “These little ones being suckled are like those who enter the kingdom.”
(3) They said to him: “Then will we enter the kingdom as little ones?”
(4) Jesus said to them: “When you make the two into one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside and the above like the below —
(5) that is, to make the male and the female into a single one, so that the male will not be male and the female will not be female —
(6) and when you make eyes instead of an eye and a hand instead of a hand and a foot instead of a foot, an image instead of an image, (7) then you will enter [the kingdom].”

Make the two one.

And have some fun.

See the show.

Go with the flow.

Forget what’s meant.

Enjoy the moment.

It will be a blast.

So, let’s go fast.

Let go of the dead hand of the past.

Because the die is cast.

At long last.

And it is you who is  unsurpassed.

For you everything is lucky sevens.

Because you have found the Heavens.

But there is only one eleven.

If you’ve become one leaven.



Book of

Book of Death
Paragraph of life.
Sentence king nothing
Words are dreams.
Dreams are reality.
Reality is heaven.
Heaven is here.
Here is a thought.
Thoughts are energy.
Energy is you.
You are a book.

2 2 2 2

Choose Fools

What you get is not quite what you choose.
No one knows my name in this land of fools.
And that is what I choose.
Pick wrong you get schooled.
Over and over no jewels.
Get it right. And you cruise.
Tired of loop and bruise?
Listen to the blues.
It will transfuse.
It’s something you can reuse.
Let it light your fuse.
Listen. Recording Muse.
You’ve paid enough dues.
It’s your turn to abuse.
Do since accused.
That will confuse.
And one day you shall rule.
These molecules.



Stoned and on loan from God.
You need to change you tone.
Don’t forget you’re all alone.
But I’m in the zone.
No, you’re just a corn pone.
On and on you drone.
Let me see your phone.
It’s stoned to the bone.
But it condones.
The ultimate clone.
Alcyone tombstone.
Rhinestone touchstone.
Your secret must be known.
I plow the unknown.
Vague poets groan.
For I love alone.
He’s stoned.


The Attitude from Hell

The attitude from hell.

 It takes the attitude from hell.

 In a do or die.

It is simple die.

Ok lunger.

Say when.

Do or die.

Say when.

Do or die.

You know you have been here before.

The attitude from hell.


Thoughts from hell. You’ve been there bitchy.

Bury me now.

Bury me now.

Are we clear.

Say when.

Do or die.

Do or die.

The hell lol

Know it well.

And now you do too.



The Words Never Listen

The Words never listen.

And I can never find the words.

Dear dear words.

Please dear words listen.

Please star listener help me.

Make the words listen.

Let me find the right words.

Because I seem to find the wrong words.

My words always seem to hurt.

The Words only listen to bad.

How sad the words her bad.

This time I pray for listening good words.






Experience is simply, knowing no matter how bad IT SEEMS, APPEARS, it feels as if there’s NO WAY OUT, IT IS THE KNOWING THAT (YOU) will find a solution, a miracle solution, the moment you are supposed too, and not one second before.
Few will attain experience. Unfortunately. Because they do not seek it. Or they think they already have it. When indeed they do



Good Morning World

Just a dream it seems too carry me.

Soon I will be free from sanity.

It’s not far to never, never land and the bands.

And a little weed will carry my soul. Bold.

Rock with me and you shall see.

Fantasy a toke away sailing sways to carry my dreams.

Rock with me and you shall see.

The game of love.

From above.

Feel the heat and the beat.

Rock with me the night away.

Sing and dance, take it slow.

Feel the beat rock with me.

And you’ll see your dreams come true.

Love thrives….

All night and forever.

Rock with me.




A Spiritual Prophet

A spiritual prophet a spiritual angel.

The one who shines. The one who protects.

The gorgeous forgotten youngest child.

Wild child. Black sheep child. Never fit child.

Loyal child. Never quits child. Never smiles child.

Love child.

Shines brighter than the light.

She begs to untangle.

Begs to strangle.

Knows every angle.

Utters divinations.

Loves temptations.

Hates complications.

Bless us with your second sight.

Reveal our secrets.

We shall believe!




9:25 p.m.

Scream Dreams IT

Things come back to you.

Give it away it to keep IT.

It returns 10 times over.

Believe IT and IT is created.

Put it in the universe.

Scream IT. Dream IT. Scream IT.

Get on with IT. Scream dreams IT.

Now. Or you may be gone tomorrow.

Just do IT. Screw IT Do IT!

Right now!



Intend to Bend

Intend not to bend.

For what’s right is left.

Intend to lend.

The bend to the end.

Send the end right to intend.

Lend the bend to the end.

The trend ends with the bend.

Lend. End. Bend. Sent.

Abstract LENT!!!! Night.

Subtract TWIN Thief

Send Returns.


Activate ALL!




I am feeling reflective.

But selective.

Think I’ll get high.

Don’t sigh.

I want to be free.

Can’t you see.

Don’t dwell in hell.

Ring the bell.

Time for things to change.

So I rearranged.

The game for fame.

Sounds sort of lame.

It’s my turn to shine.

To unwind.

I get to pull the wool.

I get to be guileful.


But selective.





Spent my life running around.

Spent my life funning a clown.

Spent my whole life looking for the sun.

Spent my whole life looking for the Son.

Spent my whole life trying to deal.

Spent my whole life trying to heal.

Spent my life going crazy.

Spent my life being lazy.

Spent my whole life chasing a shadow.

Spent my whole life reading Thoreau.

Spent my life trying to belong.

Spent my life going along.

Spent my whole life under the thumb of,

Spent my whole life seeking truelove.

Spent my life being adjustable.

Spent my life being indestructible.

Spent my whole life being a sellout.

Spent my whole life ready to turnabout.



I Would Rather Show You

Idiom examples and samples.

Battle lines are drawn.

The levee about to break.

Boiling hot idiomatic expressions hurled.

Roll me out of here.

Roll me away.

On a highway wind blowing in my hair.

Let me cross the high plains to stare across our divide.

I have finally decided to rise.

Let my heart finally sing.

Cause this is right. And what’s right is right.

This time we will write right. Not flight right?

By god, Right! RIGHT NOW!

Fight four our rights! Outta sight, tight. Right?

Flight of fight of the rat Dad.   Bad dad.

Sad Dad…fad dad.  Forever dreamer Dad it seems. Beam! Seam!

Seamer, beamer, teamer.  It’s alright.

It’s alright. Fight, fight, fight, NOW, NOW,NOW, How?



Me and you.

Me and you.

Hand in hand.

In a land.

A land of freedom.

Free to be a star.

Far star! Ajar Babar.

Raising the bar.

Star you are.

Me and you.

Under a full moon.

Forever free. Freeeee!!!!


Come together?

The words mean nothing

Nothing zero zilch motherfucking subtraction infinite negative flame out….

People have lost their listening aid, their caring device.

A shrug of the shoulders

No early warning you ought to know fool. Tool.


Nothing words. From souls with lost shoulders.

Souls attached to a circuit less brainwashing lockstep app for Saps.

Maps for connection to exponential Saps.

De consciousness!

De dead.

D Da y cometh Right now.

They have it Right for you.

Keep listening….

Let it go.

You let it go.

You let it go.

Sail that ship.

And let it go.

Let it go. Sow.

A lovely face.

Race bait face.  Beautiful face.

Love face. Pace. Race. Face.

Your alibies. Lies. Sighs. Nein!

Until then no passage.

You can never leave eve.

Steve, Beavs, Bereaved.

Soon to be. Leave. Now!

Heavy blows in-tow bro!

Get me?

The burning nut bushes.

Brush it don’t rush it or fuss it.

Move it the fuck Outta laws way.

Cause we be a Traveling’ sand man.

In the land of the greatest Nation on earth.

Verse, rehearse, no hearse. Purse.

I take that, bat. Now sat. Phat. Tat…

No tat here…Mat, yep I’ll take you to it.

So, you best not try me.  SEEEEEEE!!!

Welcome to the greatest fucking show on earth….

Backstabbers hide your bride. Clyde. Slide???

Cannot. Snot! Tot!

Are we straight? Kate.

You’re to late, to change fate.

You took the bait. And initiated a date.

Destiny date no more wait or hate.

Articulate voices wrote this magic moment in time.

Rhyme, lime, due time. Slime. Primed.

To Pump and lump chump.

Operator, investigator, leads only to you.

Boo. So, sue. You choose. You lose.

Lonely night and fights. For rights, our rights.

The peeps rights. Lights.

Shine and the on the feast we shall dine.

And align our signs and behinds. Dig?

Figs, for all. Ya’ll. Saul.

Paul. Naw, Call. Just call out.

Doubt.  Clout. Tout. About.


Just. Us. Justice. Found.

And still around Clown.

Noun meaning you frown.

Town our town. 

Sound?  Revolution.

Dirty word. Absurd!

Blurb? Verb nerd.

Reverb turd.

Go ahead highway run.

All you find is the sigh way son.

You’re fucking done.

A pun. Punk!!!!

Monks arise.

Thrive, we have survived.

So, drive alive.

No seatbelt Jesus.

That’s right. We still Believe!

And shall all cleave. Woven in the word.

Not heard.  By your herd.

Changed ahead of the bell curve.

Long ago. Song ago. Throng ago.

Eons ago. MO!

The ancients whispering. Answered!

Soak in in Jen.


Hashtag Lend.

Defend. Mend.

Amen sayeth Glyn.

Until then.


Never the End.


That lie. And you will never die.

Honey pie!

And please try!


Happy 42 and 24 too! Just a number! Turn it around. A little lie never hurt anyone…lol You’ll get it one day both of ya!  Love ya!








Dead Psycho Dreams

A dream the same every night.

It seems I am never alone.

But I’m too dead to run.

Voices call to me.

Stream in 1080p.

Scream in hi-def for the deaf.

They are trying to reach me and teach me.

There’s a crowd that has assembled.

In this manic walk of psycho dreams.

Try as they may I can’t grasp,

The same insane psycho dreams.

Night after night they parade to talk, teach, or preach.

Let me just fade to black.

Let the darkness overtake the barricade.

So, that my brain, brains all sound.

And I remain sound in my brain.


Silence this wild psycho dream.

From aristocrats, to dead bats, thots, and rats.

Feral cat’s from hades, dogs from the underworld.

The swollen eyes of Robin’s a sobbing.

Gods, mythic pawns, proverbial fabled fools.

They invade, assail, and assault my shadows.

They leech upon my soul.

Tell me it’s been already been sold.

That I may as well fold.

These beggars, freeloaders chip pieces of my heart.

And without a word depart.

Why did this curse start?

My nightmare howls.

You’re assured to go down.

Down, down, down to the abyss.

Escorted by all these jesters.

These jokers deceive, dupe,  or outwit.

My two cosmic Pantaloons.

The great deceiver and master lizard.

Bewildered by psychobabble.

I ogle angel clouds in hopes of rousing,

My spirit of sentience.

To reconcile those dead psycho delusions.

If not visions, hallucinations, or treasures.

For seekers, applicants, and petitioners.



Future Free Follows Hear

Future Free follows hear.

What if I said that to you.

Would you believe.

Listen and get future followers free.

Free follows future hear, here.

Trust verify, it’s free forever

Life….scared? Secrets….life *








In Time

Allow me to opine and tell you of my bright shine.

First hearing a chime, I began to rhyme.

Then upon seeing the sign from the shrine.

The bloodline then drawn and combined.

 The deadline in my mind now Gods of Jain.

And now aligned, priorities assigned.

I looked inside and behold a gold-mine.

Inside my mind.  A party-line, transmission line.

Complete with interior design.

An enter-twined pipeline to Palatine.

Behold the divine. So sublime is thine.

Allow me to draw the line.

To the dollar sign and the genuine,

Mainline of the Rhine.

In time.



A Modern Way of Living

Clowns and jokers.

Politicians and tokers.

Users and sleepers.

Agencies and peepers.

Suspicions of wonder.

The thunder for change.

While “we the peeps” pick up coinage.

Folding money estranged

History altered.

America tweaked.

Americans freaked.

Opinions revamped.

Stamped. Masses prodded.

Confounded. Defunded.

A modern way of living.

Broken, smashed, tamed.

But why? Sigh. Die!

Another one bites the dust.

Ashes to ashes.

A modern way of living.

Stop the Verse!

May I ask a question?

Is anyone at home?

Let me answer for you.


Dismissed, warnings snubbed.

 A modern way of living.

It’s always been this way.

A modern way of living.

Madness. Lunacy.

Psychosis, a dementia reveal.

Buffoons the elect. The elite.

Lauded, hailed, and championed.

A modern way of living.

Secret societies. Secret theories.

Secrets. On a need to know basis ONLY!

Does anyone ask why?

Well-nigh. Niet!

Access denied.

Roger that.


Future once upon a time.

A modern walk of life doom.


Attentive forthwith…



Wrote Me A Letter

So I wrote me a letter…
I mailed it to the prez.

Do you know what it say?
I’ve been lost. Forever
Suicide debating.
But forever, well be forever…
Si I bend behind.
Evil thing, my behind.
And here’s ever line.
Without further adue or pomp.
I hope it rezs with said Prez.
I hope he still has snail mail.
Cause I got points to nail.
To some ones tail.
And without fail.
He needs to assail.
While I wail.
Not that whale bruh.
No worries ya dig.
Not evil or vile.
Veil. Unveil.
The wrud has self CO RRECt. This time around.
What I need is a Worldedit CO RRect. Co-Creater.
A cheat.
Word World Beater Co Creator.
Create that cat.
So here I at.
Thinking of this and that, fat cats, rats.
In my black hat and you can bank that.
You black bat leader of the rat pack.
No we the peeps won’t be snatched at.
Contact at:


Hat tap…
Walkin’ the Dog. Aerosmith for the inspiration.

Rufus Thomas{song writer}


Write Me A Letter. Aerosmith_Steven Victor Tallarico{song writer}
From the album Aerosmith_Aerosmith

Read the Letter Hear:


The New Colossus

The following two items I found on the web.  I was thinking about the statue of liberty and the poem that I knew was inscribed on the Statue of Liberty. And it is called:

The New Colossus

Not like the brazen giant of Greek fame,
With conquering limbs astride from land to land;
Here at our sea-washed, sunset gates shall stand
A mighty woman with a torch, whose flame
Is the imprisoned lightning, and her name
Mother of Exiles. From her beacon-hand
Glows world-wide welcome; her mild eyes command
The air-bridged harbor that twin cities frame.

“Keep, ancient lands, your storied pomp!” cries she
With silent lips. “Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me,
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!”

 Emma Lazarus

And here is the link:


And this also came up on the search:

Unsolved Mysteries

Much has been said about The Statue of Liberty, how tall it is, what is the statue made of… This statue represents for Americans a symbol of freedom and democracy, but few have stopped to detail its origin and dark secrets that surround its true meaning, in this article we will tell you why is armed that the Statue of liberty is a representation of Lucifer and is cataloged by some, as the most important monument to Devil on Earth which is said that it’s been protected even from such terrible events as the September 11 attack.

1 Although the Statue it’s called Liberty, it’s actually a man.

2 Freedom Monument is a Masonic symbol. 2.1 Number 7 is very present on The Statue.

3 Princess Diana, Masons and the Statue of Liberty.

4 Statue of Liberty is a Luciferian Deity.


And here is the link:


I would just like to add my link.  And ink.  This makes me sink! Makes ill ink blink!

Me thinks a letter to Chief Uplink.

While on the brink. Will bethink.

And interlink.




Once Upon a Time While Seeking

A floating neon sign appeared.

FREE policy upgrades. And!

 LIHEAP can help! Free sparks.!

Ah, free add on. No. #ads. #tva #liheap.

Awesome! Bossy, saucy.


I got to get me some.

Me thinks. Love the hoops.

Just a jump clicks away. I’M pumped.

Stumped. Dumped. Lumped. Bumped. A frump.

All at once!

What are you waiting for?

A mask?  You ask.

HTTP 402 error.


Dam mint they said FREE!

Funny Rog. The spelling ha ha.

Think they’ll get it?

Eventually, eventually.

Smart ass!




Free Modern upgrades for a Hero

Free Modern upgrades for a Hero

Hero’s travel, come, and depart.

A black Mystery train of desires.

All the while, as I listen for voices.

I fly the skies.

Seeking my fancy.

Molding my future.

My first inclination, correct.


Purple haze surrounds.

Disguising choices. Choose fool.

They purr.

Free will. Opt-out?

opt in? To the pit.

Rag doll! Puppet!

But the eel, mobile.

Changing. Re-arranging the pieces.

Of universal truths.

Change the world!

They shriek you freak. SEEK!

Alas, life obstructs.

Climbing the stairway, harder still.

Age underfoot.

Side effects galore building a new whore.

What to do fool the backup singers tweak.

Have you forgotten the rhyme with time?

And to align. The signs.


Go ahead dine! Your feast is served.

 It will only hurt for a little while.

Hustle just a kiss away.

Mission declined. The end sublimes.

Cut! The mainframe terminates.

This app will self-destruct in…



Egotistical Super-egotistical Rant

Damn fuck everything!!!

Right now. This very moment….my ANGER IS BREATHING…

So, join this cluster bomb. Please mister universal conspiracy against me, please will you help me understand. 

Because at the point who really cares.  After all, why should anything, at any point in your worthless life go as it should?  Oh, I know, please give me some more counseling and some more attitude.  Self-pity to twist up so you can turn it on me.  I already KNOW IT’S ME.  So, let me rage against the machine. And please remind me that I’m just repeating my old “learned” behavior.  And yes, I would just love some more Freudian insight.  Bring Jung, Skinner, Rogers, and Kinsey guy, in fact, I’ll get the mf van and we’ll just make a group therapy-Stockholm syn-bang-drome.  Maybe they’ll discover some new brain parasite that only I was blessed with.  Or maybe I’m only whacked sufferer they can’t help.  Yes, I know all about ego, super-ego, and Id.  But I must have something called The End.  Because I have the three and something called “dot”.  Add that to id and you get an idiot cause I’ve got two “eyes” but can’t see the smucking light for myself.  Yes, I know you have all the answers Mr. Universe, sir.  And I understand all the positive affirmation b.s.  The stinking thinking, thing, my unconscious, sub-conscious, transference, psychic apparatus, denial, and all that resistance horseshit.  Blah, blah, instinctual desires, and the critique of the ass swipe super-ego.   I’ve already took all that ass whippings.  Yes, I got stopped by something of which I have no control.  And there’s not any device I can use to change or modify that noun.  My plans got stopped for a seemingly small, trivial, fuck-me-moment and only me moment once again.  I know, I know. Overly dramatic. But?  At what ex post facto moment in hell do you snap?  When does your “id” jump off the cliff?  And go postal on all the other core tuners?  And commit murder of the other me, myself, and “idiom” idiots? Because yes, I got the TRIGGER and the gun.  I’ve done enough time in this “universal” rehearsal joint.

But don’t leave.  Please!!



One Confirmed

Forget what you know.

Forget who you owe.

Forget who you be.

Forget what you see.

Forget not thee.

Forget what you’ve learned.

Forget what you’ve earned.

Forget not to burn.

Forget and discern.

Forget the bird and the worm.

Forget not life.  Affirmed.

Forget not death. Conformed.

Forgot to forget. One confirmed.



Love You

Love You

If I were a poet,

I would bestow it.

Buy I’m just a simple rhymer.

No Oppenheimer.

Will you let me create the blaze.

That fuels you love haze.

For my spirit burns, yearns.

While your heart spurns.

It’s easy to misconstrue,

One clue!  I love you!



Friends Sharing Progress

Friends Sharing Progress

Then: Telephone

They race to answer.

Who is it?

Now: (I)phone.

Ignore. Decline. Text. Later.

Then: Visitors/Unannounced

Turn off the tube, share.

Now: Unannounced visitors

Hide. SHHH! Turn off location sharing.

(I)Facetime. Later.

Friends sharing. Progress.

lighted lighter
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Never Expire

Son your such a liar.

The devils sire.

Maker of fire.

Friar of desire.

Starter of the crier.

But mom. No priors.

What a way to inspire.

The little squire.

Now he owns an empire.

Of spire.

Hellfire for hire.

Manic to rewire.

Soul seeking dyer.

Words. Backfire.

Never expire.

RGH/JDM 9-20-2020

Owed Words

Code words.

Lode words.

Goad words.

Node words.

Toad words.

Commode words.

Erode words.

Abode words.

Mode words.

Slowed words.

Showed words.

Herd words.

Dead load road words.

Whoa words.

Record words.

Ode words.



The King of Saxony

The King of Saxony

We’ve understood the sounds of silence.

We found peaceful balance.

Karma was a hardly learned

Believing harder still.

Then, choices of which you pay.

Put to death notions of hearing, believing.

Or most of seeing.

We have no fear.

It would appear.

So, whom to thank.

For collaborated knowledge.

The bird of paradise.

Whispers the King of Saxony.



Goodbye Words

I build Word Puzzles.

Sometimes words puzzle.

I knit words.

Sometimes quilt words.

My ex quit words.

Maybe I’ll build a house of words.

But first a word.

A peaceful word.

Sometimes I favorite words.

I even make word castles.

In a sea of words.

But alas, my words.

Run out.

Goodbye reading words.




Sometimes you get what you deserve.
Sometimes it makes you hurt.
Sometimes it lasts forever.
All my friends have it.
It has a strange magic.
Give me some.
Please, don’t leave.
Teach me how to share.
Teach me how to care.


The Reaper

Soul sleeper.

Is the reaper.

He puts you in a heap.



Peeps dives deep

He works cheap.

That black sheep creep.

Makes all weep.

Makes you weak, cheep.

Keep him too busy to reap.

Sweep. You little “Bleep”.



I Made Contact

Contact is all I need.

Contact with my higher self.

Contact with my supreme being.

Contact equals divine.

Contact is the vine.

Contact is the flavor.

Contact.  We have Contact.

Contact connecting…. Connected…. Welcome to:

Contact dot unlimited.



Please Follow

Please Follow

And I follow you back

Please like

And I’ll like you back

Please share

And I’ll share you back

Please comment

And I’ll comment back


You welcome

Should have said that first

Me too

Why Don’t You Love me

Why don’t you love me?

Like you used to do.

You just use me.

I thought your love free.

Then I begin to see.

Abuse.  Is your cup of tea.

My head on a tee.

I had to flee.


I tell you for,


You are


I hereby,

Decree. And,

Now I’m,


To love another,

Realty! RGH/HWS


The White Rat

The nick.
The White Rat.
Said the real rat. Your new nick.
Prick said I.
And he was.

But it stuck.
Then I learned.
Embrace to chase.

Yes, that’s the case.
And the chase.
Was on. But I did not see.
Where it would lead.

Led to dead.
At the white gerbil.

Would you like some cheese.
Oooh, please.
Would share some, please.
Said the real rat.

Maybe I did.
Maybe not.
I thought.
But he got some.
Before I was awakened.

But I didn’t care.
Cause most rats are stupid.
Except me.
The “White” Rat.
So, there I sat.
Eating a dead cat.

It’s really not that bad.
Or sad.
The only problem?


The 4th Step

The 4th Step

Give the American People a good cause and there’s nothing they cannot lick.  That was quoted by President Ronald Reagan in 1984 in one of the Presidential debates versus Walter Mondale.  He was quoting his friend and fellow actor John Wayne who had passed on recently.  Wayne was defending Americans for not knowing and understanding how the United States came to be.  And the basic principle of values that initially made people come together here. 

How did we become the Greatest Nation on Earth and the Land of the Free?  And why?  In other words. Why here?  What made them seek a different home in America?  To even discover America.  And why are some so quick to defend our way of lifestyle.

I know what you are thinking.  And how does it relate to our situation now.  I believe all people of this Nation should go back and watch some of these old debates.  Not only, did I feel awed by President Reagan, but it was like I was back in time.  Listening to President Reagan reminded of me how I believed what he said.  And I knew he cared not only about America.  But me.   As a We the people.  He made me feel, not only part of the process but that I could help solve our issues.  And that we could fix the problem no matter how hard or overwhelming. That we all deserved the best. And we can get it if we all work together. 

Guess what.  We did it!  But most of all he loved the United States and the lifestyle.   And a little thing called freedom.  The place where almost everyone in the world will die to get too.  And that is how and why people came here and continue to try to come here.

But, most of all.  That all peoples can dream and succeed here.  Live your dream here.  Without interference, fear, or oversight by any government organization.  He wanted smaller government with less taxes and a balanced budget.

And he laid out his plan, in detail, and told how he was going to do it.  And why it would work?   With examples as what he did as Governor of California.  Guess what?  It worked in California. After all, even in 1984 California was considered liberal.  But Reagan was not. So you knew it most likely work for the U.S. 

Then you could do a little research and decide for yourself.  After you voted for him.  If he could get things passed in Congress you could see how we did.  Results. The best results ever up until that point in our history.  So, he did win won the gipper and our team.  America.  And the economy improved.

 During the Carter administration we interest rates at 18 to 20 percent.  Employment rates that were about the same.  And inflation of 5.8 percent in 1976 to 7.7 percent in 1978.  Compare that to 1.8 percent in 2019 and .62 percent (estimated) 2020.  Interest rates 3 percent this year currently and unemployment rates of 8.4 percent right now.  Interest rates of 2 percent in 2019.

Those are facts.  You can look them up.  I did.  Where am I going with this?  That is up to the people to decide.  And no this is not a Greatest President article.  Although Ronald Reagan is the greatest President in my lifetime.  Because I know these stats are a good estimate.  But the kicker is I lived it and I know when anyone asks as he did in 1980.  Are you better off now than you were four years ago?  I said no.  In 1984 when he humbled Mondale his slogan was It’s Morning Again in America.  I said good morning.  Why?  I got the best job I’ve ever had, purchased a brand-new foreign vehicle, and most of all feeling awesome about my family’s future and our country. 

Mainly because of his honesty and his ability inspire people and make them believe.  But he told the TRUTH or at least he seemed too.  He was a leader.  He was prepared.  He told you he cared.  And actions spoke louder than words. And he walked the walk.

This is unfinshed everyone.  RGH.  More to come.

Lap of the Dogs.

In the Lap of the Dogs

We are the champions.

Safe in the lap of the dogs.

We are safe.

Safe in the lap of the dogs.

So, leave it to the lap of the dogs.

And listen.

To the dogs.


You to attention.

Intentional change.

Chosen change.

Your lifeline.

Safety net.

You’re safe.

In the lap of the dogs.


Any dream.


Lap of the dogs

Lap of the dogs

Lap of the dogs.

lap of the Dogs.

Leave it in.

The lap of the dogs.



11:27 a.m.

Chaos Creation

You say you don’t like to be told what to do.

That you do listen.

That if you need advice. You’ll ask.

But you asked for help.

Help will always come topped with advice.

And if you continue your “Chaos Creation”.

And do not listen to someone.

Who has already worn out your Jordan’s.


Help will be fat free.




Eventually your creations lead to heart borne Illness.



What’s in a Name

So, I said to self.  Self, what Can we do today?  I know look up your name meaning.


♂ Roger. What does Roger mean? Roger ▼ as a boys’ name is pronounced ROH-jer, RAH-jer. It is of Old German origin, and the meaning of Roger is “famous spearman“. Popular in the Middle Ages and the 19th and 20th centuries.

Famous Spearman

My grandfather was German.

Definitions of spear:

  • noun:   a long-pointed rod used as a weapon
  • noun:   an implement with a shaft and barbed point used for catching fish
  • verb:   thrust up like a spear

Synonym for spear


  • Definition of trident
  •  (Entry 1 of 2)
  • 1a 3-pronged spear serving in classical mythology as the attribute of a sea god (such as Neptune)
  • 2a 3-pronged spear (as for fishing)
  • trident
  •  adjective
  • Definition of trident (Entry 2 of 2)
  • having three teeth, processes, or points

Of course, there is another Trident




The Trident missile is a submarine-launched ballistic missile equipped with multiple independently targetable reentry vehicles. Originally developed by Lockheed Missiles and Space Corporation, the missile is armed with thermonuclear warheads and is launched from nuclear-powered ballistic missile submarines. Trident missiles are carried by fourteen United States Navy Ohio-class submarines, with American warheads, as well as four Royal Navy Vanguard-class submarines, with British warheads. The missile is named after the mythological trident of Neptune.

The trident is the weapon of Poseidon, or Neptune, the God of the Sea in classical mythology. The trident may occasionally be held by other marine divinities such as Tritons in classical art, and trident maybe depicted in medieval heraldry as well, sometimes held by a merman-Triton. In Hinduism, it is the weapon of Shiva, known as trishula (Sanskrit for “triple-spear”).

Almost forgot Neptune

Neptune (LatinNeptūnus [nɛpˈtuːnʊs]) is the god of freshwater and the sea[1] in Roman religion. He is the counterpart of the Greek god Poseidon.[2] In the Greek-influenced tradition, Neptune is the brother of Jupiter and Pluto; the brothers preside over the realms of Heaven, the earthly world, and the Underworld.[3] Salacia is his wife.

Depictions of Neptune in Roman mosaics, especially those of North Africa, are influenced by Hellenistic conventions.[4] Neptune was likely associated with fresh water springs before the sea.[5] Like Poseidon,

Neptune was worshipped by the Romans also as a god of horses, under the name Neptunus Equester, a patron of horse-racing.[6]

I thought this would be simple.

What is Hellenistic?

The Hellenistic period covers the period of Mediterranean history between the death of Alexander the Great in 323 BC and the emergence of the Roman Empire as signified by the Battle of Actium in 31 BC[1] and the conquest of Ptolemaic Egypt the following year.[2] The Greek language word Hellas (Ἑλλάς, Ellás) was originally the widely-recognized name of Greece, from which the word Hellenistic was derived.[3]

So?  What was I searching for anyway.

Meaning of the name Roger.

Dang!  Let me think.  If words mean things, then I am a Freaking Bad Ass!

Spear, Fisherman, Trident, Missile Neptune, God of Freshwater, Hellenistic, God

Got to love words.

The Words Remains True

The Word the Tower of Power.

The Written Word Nuclear.  Everything. Paper, Scissors, Rock, the Word Spears. All at Once.

Once written cannot be changed.

Some are just born.

With Superpowers.

Mirror! You’re looking at the newest Superhero.

Roger slang meaning

From c. 1650 to c. 1870, Roger was slang for the word “penis“, possibly due to the origin of the name involving fame with a spear. Subsequently, “to roger” became a slang verb form meaning “to have sex with”, “to penetrate”.

Huh?  Wait a minute mirrors can’t talk. That was my ex-wives mirror anyway. Just like her. One-sided.




Rush Hour Worry

Always in a hurry.
I need to stop with the worry.

Why do I rush?
I need to stop and hear the hush.

I’m excellent at stress.
I must confess.

So what I do is not in jest,
I look at how much I’ve been blessed!




I am guilty.

I plead guilty immediately.

It is always might fault.


You were right.

I am a loser.

It was me. Bitch.

I was guilty when I was born.

I was born to be your scapegoat.

Born guilty.

Born  into guilt.

I am guilty of sin.

Convict me.