The Ultimate Revenge

Did you ever pray to your God for answers.

Have you ever listened after the prayer for answers He gives.

Have you ever hit rock bottom.

And had that moment of clarity.

Have you ever been so depressed, down, beaten by life and saw no hope.

So low you considered suicide as you only option.

But you were gutless and couldn’t do it.

Have you ever felt like the last person on earth, alone.

Have you ever been so in love with a person that you believed they were too good to be true.

And they were.  But you stayed just to get the three days out of the month when they treated you perfectly.

This same person who was jealous of you, but you laughed and said I’ve met someone (you) who I would never ever disappoint.

Because  you knew you had found what you had been looking for and didn’t want anyone else.

But they did and you just let that slide. 

Yet, they renewed your hope in the human race.

There’s actually a person like this!  Who loves everyone even you sometimes.

Have you ever been told I loved you from the moment I laid eyes on you.

And you thought this person is out there.

And then suddenly they proved their love for you.

By walking away from everything for you and said I can’t live without you.

Then after falling madly in love found out everything this person said was a lie.

And to come to the realization it wasn’t you it just the fact you “new” to them that they actually treated everyone like that, especially those that didn’t come on to them.

And realize so what I still love them. They make me feel like no one ever has.

Have you ever had someone hurt you so bad, you cried, cried, and prayed to die.

And didn’t tell a sole about it because you wanted to remember that pain.

Not because they disappointed you. But because they somehow renewed your hope in love.

And you loved them unconditionally. Somehow and thought what the fuck is wrong with me.

And then they crushed your soul as only true love and can do.

And you somehow survived the survivable.

And you looked in the mirror at your reflection and smiled and said out loud.

God how I love you.  If I could only go back and live that pain again. Just to see her smile.

Just to feel that touch only she had one more fucking time.

And realize darling you may hate me I’ll always love you.

The ultimate revenge.

I still love you.

Your loss.

And there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.

Thanks for the memories.

I know you remember too.

Just  thinking out loud dear.

Don’t be bitter. lol

I told you, you’ll always have a special place in my heart.

Reserved only for you.

You said you’d love me forever. 

Did you fib my love.

I didn’t.

RGH

12-29-2020

A Country Song

Was I right or was I wrong.
Was I 25 or 44.
I can’t seem to remember.
That December.
I’ve always been an outlaw.
The outlaw that outlasts.
The life of an outlaw leaves nothing.
But a song. A memory of a song.
Long gone.
Don’t try to understand me.
You might change me, you say.
I walk to my own beat.
See me now.
Tomorrow I’ll be gone.

Do you love me.
Do you still love me.
But do you love me.

A good woman could change me, you say.
It won’t take long to figure out.
You’re not a good woman.
So, stick with me and you’ll see.
Things you never dreamed.
A bottle of Jim Beam.
And broken memories.
But the ride will be a scream.

Do you love me.
Do you still love me.
But do you really love me.

That’s just the way it is.
Everything must be this way.
I walk alone.
To atone for past indiscretions.
Not remembered.
And I always loved you.
Always needed you most of all.
So, you’re always welcome.
To walk around in my head.
One day you’ll see.
While you tried to fix me.
I was fixing you.

Do you love me.
Do you still love me.
But do you really love me.

RGH
12/27/1958
Happy Birthday to Me and you too!

Sing With Me

I’m always paying dues it seems.4
For you. For me. For the tears.
For the fears at the rear.
It sears my heart.
Parts my stark heart.
Just like a lark.
I want to fly away.
So I continue to dream.
Of a dream beyond your comprehension.
A dream of songs and tunes softly playing.
Around and around it goes, take my hand.
Sing with me.

RGH

12-26-2020

Soar

Covered with change.

But you still fear.

Wish you could hear.

The bear that roars.

The eagle that soars.

The God that rises.

I hear all.  I am all.

Wish you could hear.

The beauty in monumental moment.

That just slipped past.

To the past in which you dwell.

But breaking the knot.

Is not sought or bought.

You were but a thought.

And your thoughts seeped from the  form of the others.

The others who were right.

Wish you could hear.

Wish you were here.

Soar, oh, you undercover fearless one.

Soar today. Heaven awaits my soul brother.

RGH/

Twelve Twenty-four twenty twenty/4

2:12 pm>>>>

Shack Attack Back an Act

Attract what you fact.

And that’s a tack.

Stuck under the thumb rack.

Let’s make a pact.

To attract and attack.

The lack of fact.

To Sack the Rack of Lack.

Mack, pack, and stack the color of love without flack.

Crack the egg of attract.

And subtract the hate that tracks.

And sidetrack the tact.

Hey just say get back jack.

I know the yak.

TAK a shacked attack.

Mirror the hack.

Just a crack.

And you will give the learned a knack.

From fiction to truth bak.

RGH

12/20/2020

Revised

To Me

Upside you’re turning me.

Around and around, you’re burning me.

Inside out you’re spurning me.

Can’t you see you’re learning me.

Surround sound you’re returning me.

I know it’s all concerning me.

This overturning me.

This wave of churning me.

Sometimes I use rote learning me.

And I feel the lust for learning in me.

It’s beautifully discerning to me.

Oh, it fulfills the yearning in me.

RGH

12/20/2020

7

Back Door

Once upon a time, there was a Cold War.

Then there wasn’t.

So now you can trust us.

How?

Prove your Trust by letting us protect your data.

Let bygones be bygones.

Signed Kapersky.

Hack investigation closed.

Signed

The Doors.

I’m a backdoor man.

Designer Mug

My  life is not normal.

My life is Normal.

Normally my life is not normal.

There is not a normal life there is only life.

Do you want to live it.

Or live to regret it.

Which mug do you drink from?

RGH

12/19/2020

Roll Tide

Necessary

While look for my merry.

I found a shake topped with a cherry.

So, I took the ferry.

To the dairy.

Opinions may vary.

But it was very scary.

You see she wanted to marry.

Oh, contrary.

She announced I would be primary.

But here I sit at the library.

As I read all about berries.

Or is all this imaginary.

You think that extraordinary?

A bit reactionary.

While I check my itinery.

I’ll head to the apothecary.

But I found my merry unmarried Mary.

How necessary that unitary.

RGH

12/16/2020

Letter Writers Selling news
Tell all the people that you see
Follow me
Tell all the people that you see
Follow me down. It’s free.

Walk Away

Blacklist me.  

Walk Away.

Curse me.      

Walk Away.

Bully me.          

Walk Away.

Evict me.          

Walk Away.

Analyze me.      

Walk Away.

Materialize me.

Walk Away.

Number me.      

Walk Away.

Restrain me.

Walk Away.

Mask me.

Walk away.

Distance me.

Walk away.

Lie to me.

Walk away.

Limit me.

Walk away.

Destroy me.

Walk away.

Anger me.

Walk away.

Leave me.

Walk away.

Walk away.

Walk the other way.

Threaten me.

 I Walk your way.

@purplehayes58

12-16-2020

A Band on the Run

Feeling fried?

Just for fun.

It’s just a try away.

It’s  lying-in wait.

Oh great.

Don’t be late.

You know, it’s fate.

Awaits the click of the date.

To propagate.

The long run.

Of sun. See the light.

Feel strong. And sing along.

You already know the song.

Same old song and dance.

So, dance a little dance.

And listen to the words.

Just as birds fly.

You shall mystify.

The multitudes of flies.

Waiting to land in the by and by.

For a band on the run.

Will lead you to the fun.

Run, run, run.

Son.

RGH/F

12-16-2020

The Cloud of the Watcher

Watchers watch.

Watches watch.

The watch of the watchers.

The watcher hides behind the cloud.

What are you hiding for?

I’m afraid to let anyone see I’m watching.

I see, you’re ashamed of what you’re watching.

No, I’m just ashamed.

What are you ashamed of?

Everything, but mostly for being born.

RGH

12/15/2020

Frosty Buzz

Frosty buzz you know a cool buzz.

Not Frosty the Snowman buzz.

Not really rocky mountain high. Frosty.

I said frosty not over the edge saucy.

Frosty. I’m so cool I can’t use spellcheck cool breeze frosty.

And I keep laughing  at myself.  Cause I’m to Febreezy Frosty Buzz Man.

All these voices telling me jokes.

Whispering me words and rhymes.

Use this use this Roger. Use mine Rog please.

And they laugh at me. Did you ever hear this song dog.

Happy laughing.

Frosty laughing

Frosty buzzin’

Frosty freezin’

Cool and frosty and mister bossy saucy. Bossy dog.

Cool as Sandy’s Handy as Randy aint’ that a dandy.

No pretender.

No pretending about coo frosty buzz.

  No waiting cool buzz.

Rog

12-13-2020

Groovy Situation

Lights arise and delight and fly

We are going to change the world.

Starting tonight

Right now.  With one word.

One little groovy word.

I’m tired of feeling hollow.

Groovy that’s the word.

But we’re just going to cut to chase.

Just name everyone Groovy.

No numbers except a Groovy one.

 Is that Groovy or what?

Nice to meet you Groovy.

This is so weird.

And you  won’t believe me.

But my name is Groovy.

Isn’t that Scooby Doobie Super Groovy.

And this are my  kids Groovy, Groovier  and Grooviest.

This little one here’s just newborn and his name is no name groovy.

That is so Groovy. 

Peace, love and chicken grease groovy.

Nice to meet you.

My pleasure Groovy.

Heaven really is Groovy.

@purplehayes

12-13-2020