Is it a sin,
To want the end?

Why must I always choose?
Seems I always lose.

My thoughts I cannot tame.
And everything maims.

This speculation I must not dwell,
Because it has put me in hell.

I hear a voice in the dark.
It says you’re the beast with the mark.

I see a burning door.
And behind it blood and gore.

I try to scream.
Wake up, wake up, it was just…

RGH
3-1-19